Saturday, September 23, 2006

You came -You Saw and You Stole

You saw My heart and came into my life.
Then you saw my heart when I gave to you.
You saw my heart when I shedded tears for you.
You saw my heart when the door was closed in my
You saw my heart when I prayed for you and didn't
know what to do when problems came.
You saw my heart when there wasn't tears running
down my cheeks.
You saw my heart when no one was around to comfort
only you.
Now, you see my heart for the smile I wear today
on my face revealing patience, tenderness, and
and love for you.
You saw my heart, its every bit.
And now you have stolen it.

Running Away....Far

For days i wait to see the sun,
Its so cold out here alone,
Where a warm winds never blown,
Where everyone is on the run.

Where is the sweet sun shining?,
Where are the smiling faces?
Have i forgotton whats smiling?
And the time thats just running.

I dont see the stars that twinkle,
Only the many stressfull wrinkles.
What are we running behind?sweat n grime?
For love is there is just no time?

Love , care and Concern is what i crave
Where is it in this world to find.
Are women still caring and men brave.
or is it just a passe phrase for the gone time.

Wish i could see more trees than buildings
Some Humans among the machines.
Where words are said with some feelings
Where friends are treasured not green papers

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Give Me Wings --the corection(Dont...)

I am flying high today, flying to the clouds
i have my dreams today,with no bounds
I am gonna fly very high,i thought one day
till the horizon touched, i wont rest in any way

Today restless i fly, with a faint direction
towards the horizon,i am tired in the reflection
i see in the sea below, that cuts the waves
the wings hit hard and the water just caves

Into my eyes i look, i see my tired self
then i look out around, not a soul at sight
i look back at the water, and my eyes red
i think back to the days, where my life has led

My goal is at sight and i wanna achieve
My self and my happiness i wanna retrieve
But where is my flock that where here with me
where have they gone, why them i cant see.

Then i realize that i left, left them far behind
or maybe each went away,tearing the wind
Thier own horizon and goal,they had to find
but then are they happy or just too blind

Alone i fly towards my horizon, and they thier own
I miss my flock, i miss my world thats flown
they must have gone, but they live on my heart
and as i look into my reflection, i find them in me

But I want to ask them,why do we fly to our horizons
when all horizons are endless and are actually the same
For when we are tired our loved ones we may not find
Together we can share our happiness love and agony
and journey to the horzon will be simple joy and kind

Note: Please read the previous post before this one....
I had to eat my words..all things have their pros and cons chose wisely
do you really wanna fly....alone

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Let me FLY- give me my WINGS

Let When will i be free, When will i fly above all
when will my own realize, that im now tall
why dont u let me alone,give me a free fall
i may hurt myself,but i will rise- not crawl

expose me and let me fly ,show me my wings
the wings thats gods gift,the voice that sings
the soul that roams ,the far sea and land
the land untold awaits,it is dark yet grand.

why have i got these wings, when i cant fly
this heart here beats, the heart that cant try
It has seen love, of the ones who love me
they protect me, but when will they leave me

Leave me from thier love,for once they should
for my heart is small, but my soul is good
i need my heart to grow, Grow to my shoes
i want to hit the clouds, wanna sail the blues.

When will u understand,that i need to grow.
sometimes u need to, let ur loved ones go.
today or tommorow one day, i will be gone.
that day again in this world, i will be born

u will still be my loved ones,u will be in my heart.
just trust me forever, and let me out my way.
so that there is a path, the future has lay.
im ur part for u , ur the potter im the clay.

so shape me well today,let the clay spin
and let god take care ,let Him take me within,
In this world of God, Let me go for loves sake.
Clay then will form itself,a shape for God to make.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006


Goodbye to you;
Thats what they all tell me to say
But I could never let you go
So many questions;
so many things
I'll never know.
yes even though your gone,
I refuse to let you go
I cant move on.
But I'm told,
I have to say goodbye
But those Words always make me wanna cry,
Cuz' I love you too much
Even though were to far away to touch,
I can still feel you
So Illl never say
Goodbye to you...

this is for u...are u there???

Tuesday, March 07, 2006


There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there." The little boy then understood how powerful his words were. He looked up at his father and said "I hope you can forgive me father for the holes I put in you." "Of course I can," said the father.


They hate u in the end!!!

Deeply lost inside,
My tattered mind,
Caught in a web,
Of everybody elses lies.

They say I will be there for you,
I will always be here,
When they eventually leave you somehow,
And cause you more hurt and fear.

They never really cared,
Turn their back on you,
You stopped opening up to them,
Just so you could pull through.

So you would not hurt them,
So you did not have to let them go,
But sometimes you wonder,
If this friend ship is just for show?

Cause they all hate you in the end,
For reasons you can not believe,
They say things that are not true,
And you can not take in the words you receive.

You end up getting hurt,
And wonder how it went wrong,
They lay the blame on you,
And you no longer feel strong.

You try to fix things with them,
But they just push you away,
They do not wanna know,
They do not wanna hear the words you say.

So if your gonna be True friends,
And say that you are both Forever,
Think before you say it,
Cause true friends never stay together.

this poem is dedicated to my friends who i will never forget...for the good times....but who just moved on....or hated me

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Are u Still There

I dont sleep at nights
for nights afew.
i think Ive figured out why
Because these thoughts of you
they sumtimes make me cry

I lay wide awakeand ponder so long
I hope this is just a phase
may be im still strong
Because Ive fallen for you
and care for you Oh! so dearly
That everything has becomes blurry
and cant see things clearly

And when I'm sometimes with you
I feel Iam on cloud seven
u know it makes me believe that
really there is a place-heaven

When we used to hang out
and my world was such bliss
I loved the pure experience
it was ecstatic without that kiss

But you are now in love
i hear with some other guy
So Ill just wait waiting here
and watch the days pass by

but one day I hoped to tell you
how I truly feel
Because this was becoming
amzingly so real

But I was afraid i cudnt forsee
what you might do
wud u Abandon me
like everyone else used to

But maybe your different
and wouldn't do that to meI
just dont see how that is
just how could that be

You've always told me that
you'll always be there
Are you faking it
or do you truly care?

Friday, January 20, 2006

Let me take ur pain away

Things have gotten bad for you,
You're falling once again,
Will you let me catch you?
Like I have those many times when.

I really care for you,
And I don't wanna see you fall,
I'm crying here for you,
Hoping to hear your every call.

You need me to listen,
And you know you have my hear,
You cry on my shoulder,
I'll dry your every tear.

You know I'm here for you,
I told you and still do,
I wish I could make it better,
But I can only help you through.

I know you're unhappy,
I can sense your killing pain,
I can feel your heart breaking,
See those tear stains.

I long to make it better,
But I can't steal it away,
I wanna hold you close to me,
Hoping you will be ok.

You're so close to letting me go,
Almost did yesterday night,
And I would have went with you,
If we had have lost our difficult fight.

I feel I need you,
But you need me more,
I'm here right beside you,
Just like I was before.

So when you need me sweetheart,
Just remember I'm always there,
Because sweetheart I love you,
And I really do care.

this poem was written be me when one of my best friend was in a crisis and i wasnt close to her for my own weaknesess....ill remember writing this poem for it was a difficult time for me. but it isnt exactly written for my friend but for myself

Monday, January 16, 2006

written for u!!!

Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss,
If you're my friend please answer this.
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once but I forgot.
So tell me now & tell me true,
So I can say I'm here for you.
Of all the friends I ever met,
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to heaven & wait for you.
I'll give the angels back their wings,
And risk the loss of everything.
Because there isn't a thing I wouldn't do,
To have a friend just like you!!!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

what is a friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the piecesand put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.


u woud think by now,I would know my way around,
I shouldn miss you so badly,I shuld be on familiar ground.
How many more lonely months, must meander by,
until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry.
Wat Kind of iron will,must some people possess,
to be always looking forward, to never accept regress.
Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand,
they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land.
But im weary to give my hand again, for ----- none can match u ,
Uve always been in my heart, keepin me from starting anew,
Perhaps Im only demanding, for all the joys that once were mine,
I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time.
But I know that deep within my heart,there's a place where only you reside,
and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows now dat where I hide.
So if sometimes it seems to me n my frnds, Im clinging to the past,
its mostly because I cant yet accept, that our love didn't last.
No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you,
for the part of me thats still alive, believes you love me too.
Maybe there will come a day, when that part will finally die,
and feeling strong with a heart reborn, a new love I will finally try.
And what a splendid day that will be, when I WAKE to discover,
I'm happily learning a great new land, with a new friend and lover.