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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

My Last.....



The day you left, has long gone,
But it never leaves me anyway,
It comes back to me like the memories,
As if it were nothing but yesterday.

You said we were now good friends,
I agreed and made me understand,
But still clutching to the last strand,
I swum accross to the never land,

For i knew it would be not fair,
To give my friend more pain,
I gave my self the pain to bear,
I missed you like a bad bane.

When it was cold and you sipped,
I was howling with somithing amiss,
I needed to get you outta my head,
Finally i needed this feeling to end,

I smoked the memories,
I tried to hate you,
Ignore the pain,
Bleed it out of my viens,
Cursed my wet eyes,
I never managed to say good bye.


I waited for your call every single day
I waited for me to understand, atleast try,
But i still hear your laughter when i laugh,
but why cant i hear you when i cry?


Have you really gone so far away,
Have you finally hardened the clay,
Into the Heart that will never yield,
Is it your weapon or your shield?

Crying into my heart never on my cheek,
I vowed ill never shed a tear for you again,
I wont let my heart cry in vain,
I will only hide, never again seek,

Anymore not a boy, i was now a man,
And Big men dont every cry,
hey dont choke up or in the throat clam,
They are always smiling with eyes dry.

I never ever wanted to cry for you
Since that day, I needed to be strong,
I needed to know that i was all the way wrong,
I never ever had ever loved you,

Today it rained and i thought of you,
My heart felt cold again but skipped the bleat,
There was a feeling so strong, so new,
It hit me and i felt my shaking feet.

I wanted to drown myself, drain it away,
I needed to hide the feelings on my face,
Towards the door i reached in a sway,
And drenched ran out in the rain,

My face burning hot with the pain,
I looked up to the sky and saw you smiling,
"Its ok to cry" you said " i will think it is rain",
So i burst out like a cloud, that for seasons was piling.


I cried out loud, Your name i was crying,
Till my head was filled with you, bursting, burning,
I needed to hug you so i could atleast die,
Never again then i will ever have to cry, Cry for you



To hug me tight your arm then never came,
Gone with the fading cloud was all i could blame,
I clutched my fist to the sky you were there so near,
But then you dropped from my palm with my last tear,

14 comments:

Princess of Pain said...

hey!! i checkd tis poem n i must say u hv actually put ur soul in it...luvd it... :)

Priti said...

I readthe poem..its like magical..feeli like just drowning in those words...to beautifully made...

Keep it up!!!

bored senseless said...

u sound like u just broke up??
but the verse is deep..nice..but sad.

creation said...

thnx for calling me gifted..
but so are you!! definitely!

lovely poem..
heart-wrenching.. n spell-binding...

keep visiting.. cheers!!

Simmy George said...

Seriously......U made me cry.... n yeah I don't like to lie :)

pri said...

hey buddyy... frst on first thanks for cheking out my blog and appreciating it!!! :)
nd yea... i came here... nd u ryt awesum yaar... i mean sober writing and complex feelings...
cheers dude... keep on infrming me wheneva u update it...
ROCK ON!!!
luv
pari

Megha said...

Hi .. thanx for checking my blog and leaving ur comments .

Just read your work and I must say its really good . The way you have penned your feelings is simply wonderful .

Keep posting such stuff and count me in as one of your regular visitors to the blog :)

Megha said...

N i hope you dont mind if I add your blog in my fav's list ... :)

Rohini said...

Hey u are amazing with words:-)
keep writing

Neha Sinha said...

Hey Adhish,

Just got to ur blog via the words u honoured me with, on my blog...n i must admit that the way u have put down ur words on ur blog is amazing.........!!!

Just added ur blog to my blogroll..n m sure gonna b a recent visitor to this one now...

deepshikha gupta said...

hi
you visited my blog
thanks for the comment..

by the way
lovely poem this is
my memmories came floodong by..

Karishma said...

Could actually feel the pain with you...

Maria said...

this one's very very true...its very difficult to let go.... very beautifully expressed......but very sad.... u hv a lot of talent keep postng :) now something happy :)

Rakesh said...

nice :) ,.....kaun bhaag gayi?? :P

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